For many of us, including myself, diapers are a way of life.  We are incontinent and are forced to either deal with catheters which are a pain and I will never ever use those or wear diapers.  While I didn’t discover diapers via experimentation, feeling, etc.  I did discover diapers all over again basically and what they really ‘mean’ in the world of ABDLs.  They give the diaper such a positive persona instead of a negative object that is reserved for babies and old people.  I never thought of the happiness, joy, and plewp_e diapers could have brought to me before I truly discovered the ABDL world – I never thought of the feelings I would be feeling.  In probably a horrible attempt to describe what I refer to as an “indescribable feeling” towards diapers I will try to express what I find thrilling and joyful in wearing diapers.

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I am sure a lot of people are familiar with that rush you get when you think or know somebody has spotted your diaper.  Even though that person is probably not going to say anything or think much of it – that “rush” is an amazing feeling just even thinking someone noticed.  That feeling is hard to describe…because though in a way you want others to notice your diaper, in a sense, you do not for fear of any sort of negative response, emberrassment, shame, etc.  So, the feeling of someone possibly noticing your diaper is indescribable because its addictive in that, personally, I love the idea of someone noticing that I am wearing a diaper under a skirt or pair of shorts.  Even though it is not by choice that I wear, it gives me an amazing rush for some reason that I cannot describe.  But, there is that hesitation sometimes that I only want them to get a quick peek just so they see it but they are unsure what they saw – which basically leaves them “clueless” and non-judgmental because they are unsure.  YES, I know very confusing – I told you I would do my best to describe it.  All I know though is the feeling is nothing like being extremely happy or extremely emberrassed – it is neither of those.  It is what I would say a “happy medium on steroids” (awesome describption I know!) – because its like I have this happy medium between feeling the comfort of wearing a diaper and someone else noticing but not too much but then take that happy medium and give it steroids.  Haha, I truly must laugh at myself trying to describe this.

For anyone who possibly caught on or understood anything of what I was saying, I truly must applaud you because that is probably the worst explanation I could probably give.  I tried my best to describe the feeling and hopefully I am not alone in this “indescribable feeling”.  What can I say, diapers have shaped my life and opened up many opportunities and all I want to do is take every advantage I can of it..

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14 Comments

  1. aaron john December 17, 2008 at 12:41 am - Reply

    Do you wear anything over your diapers when wearing a skirt or shorts? do they crinkle loud? i wear LuLuLemon pants over my diaper and i can hear it when I walk.

  2. Akbound December 17, 2008 at 7:31 am - Reply

    I fully understand what your saying. I remember just a few years back when I was in college, countless nights where I couldn’t sleep and I would go down to walmart at 2 am wearing thick diapers under my shorts or pants. It gave me this thrill of being busted, while at the same time, the comfort of knowing “I” was happy. That feeling never went away over the years, and now my wife likes to use that chance to “show them off” when she can get a chance.
    For me, switching over to the all in one and pocket cloth diapers like I did made a huge difference on my outlook of wearing them. I have always enjoyed wearing diapers, but many of the dispoable types always were made for ederly nursing home style patients and didn’t make me feel comfortable. Instead they made me feel like I was sick. Not like sick in the head, but that I wasn’t healthy and needed diapers to anyone looking in. With the ones I have now, for the first time ever I just feel…at ease. I feel normal, like wearing diapers has been what I have always worn and I should know nothing different. I’m so much more comfortable around my friends and it’s let me open up so much more about them. It’s also increased my desire to give a little peep show here and there just because….who would expect these type of cloth diapers? The only people who know are some of close friends who also cloth diaper there kids with the style pocket diapers.

  3. Mysika December 17, 2008 at 11:34 am - Reply

    I know what you’re talking about. But I guess really it’s like a discrete exhibitionism. Well… that and it probably has to do with the thrill of being embarrassed. Because while no one WANTS humiliation, it’s still a very exciting thing to feel. And I guess having reason to be embarrassed but not facing utter humiliation allows you to enjoy the good part.

  4. Wheelie December 18, 2008 at 2:19 am - Reply

    Hi Adrian & respondents,

    Great job putting into words how I feel. I’m incontinent an a DL too.I love that feeling of possibly being seen in diapers. I think I have an easy out that makes me feel safe though, because I need to use a wheelchair. I fit into that “acceptable” range of who would need diapers.

    But yea, I love the summer because I can wear shorts that are loose in the leg. Because I’m sitting, it’s not hard to see up my shorts that I’m wearing a diaper. Most people curiously glance at me in the chair. My favorite is when a girl walks by, looks at me, does the usual scan of my chair, my legs, and then does a sort of double take as she sees my diaper. Maybe I’m excited to think when they see my diaper they want to be in one too, just like the way I wanted to be in diapers when I saw someone else in them.

  5. susan j December 19, 2008 at 9:02 am - Reply

    Well, I dont like being discovered. One woman at work knows I wear diapers. I just told her one day. Now she is very curious about it. She acts like my keeper, asking me if I am full or can go out for a drink after work. She could just ask if I want to go out, without asking if my diaper was to full. I dont mind really, but I have cautioned her about not leting anyone else hear her comments.

    But, yes, I will go just about anywhere and remain stealth, even with a mess in there.

    What happens to me, is that by mid afternoon the pressure can be felt and as long as I remain in my seat, nothing can come out. As soon as I stand, I feel it comming and there is nothing I can do about it. So, I usually leave work with a messy diaper, but dont have to deal with most of the day.

    Beth knows this and will ask me to join her for a walk down the block to a local watering hole anyway. Sometimes Ill go and sometimes not. Just depends on my mood and the consistency of what is in my diaper.

  6. Samantha December 19, 2008 at 7:06 pm - Reply

    Susan – I know the feeling all too well!!! Though I’m pretty regular, I often do have the exact experience you describe, messing my diaper right before I leave work and sometimes being coralled into going to some function. Since I’ve not typically been sitting in my mess, I can change in the bathroom without too much fuss.

    Also, I wonder if anyone else wears panties over their diapers? I wear the fullest cut white nylon brief I can find, a size or two bigger, just to give the appearance of a regular pantyline for the causual observer – assuming my pants will show a pantyline – and with my big bubble-butt, they usually do. The brand I like are called Lorraine – and very hard to find these days. I can only get them online. Here’s a place I get mine – they’re nicely full cut in the seat and have a wonderful, 50’s style, mushroom shaped rear gusset. They’re also great for those times you don’t want to wear a diaper – and think you can get away without messing your pants. They’re full cut enough in the seat to contain any accident – even a large one. They’re also quite sexy – they look and feel great!

    http://www.norbysonline.com/lorrainebrief.html

  7. Attends_99 December 31, 2008 at 5:09 am - Reply

    I know the feeling as well…with me though there are some people I wouldn’t mind getting a peek at my diaper and others I would never want to find me out. but yeah definitly know what you’re talking about 🙂

    Also have to compliment you on the picture you put in this post!!!!!

  8. michael January 6, 2009 at 1:26 pm - Reply

    just like knowing that there is alot of people who like wearing adult diapers as much as I do.

  9. alyssa January 8, 2009 at 10:51 pm - Reply

    Just found this page and wow…just wow. Not only this post, but everything here. I envy you, not because of the diapers per say (as you had no choice in the matter), but because of your confidence and your positive life outlook. You took something that could be terrible, and is for many, and made it into a positive. Bravo! You and some of the commenters here make me wish I could be like that.

    Diapers are a major comfort thing for me, and I am much happier when I wear and use them, but I am almost paranoid if I ever must up the courage to go outside wearing them. I have been trying for years to at least start wearing them all the time, but I always get too scarred and worried people might see and/or that it might negatively affect my social/work life (as I have a choice and am not forced to deal with it).

    It also helps to know that it’s not only the guys who like them and I’m not all that strange for being a girl that does. Ah well. Either way, you sound like a wonderful example of how a person should be. Keep happy and thanks for the inspiration. Almost makes me want to start a blog, heh.

  10. Baby Girl January 11, 2009 at 5:37 am - Reply

    I have been brave and wore diapers to work because most of the time I am there by myself anyway. I get scarred too when I am out in public and I think someone will notice. I feel like wearing diapers is a way of relieving stress and also being comfortable.I have been loving diapers since I was a little girl and into today. Keep apositive outlook everyday and u will be fine

  11. bruce February 27, 2009 at 5:36 am - Reply

    i met a woman 6 months ago in my bar we talk a lot an drank a lot well one thing lead to a nother i told her their might be a problem and before i could finish she know i wanted to freak out well to make it short when i work up she was still their wearing a diaper and plastic pants well used and said the only rule she had was dont lye to me she got a job in ny we still email each other but things move on

  12. Brian June 28, 2010 at 2:12 pm - Reply

    Looking good, Adrian!

  13. john June 29, 2010 at 6:12 am - Reply

    I like wearing diapers at work. It’s a great feeling to wet your diaper and carry on as if nothing has happened.

  14. susanj October 5, 2011 at 2:44 pm - Reply

    Just stumbled on this page. Well, two years later, I can address some of the concerns and questions.

    I’m still in a diaper all day at work. I wear silent plastic panties over the diaper, then pantyhose, and a culotte slip over the pantyhose. This arrangement, keeps the diaper up and tight after it gets heavy, which is necessary to control chafe. No sounds or odors get out. I’m not a teenager, so my skirts are plenty long enough that nothing ever shows underneath, but if a big wind gust did hit, still nothing would show.

    My dear friend at work is still fascinated by the whole idea. Whenever she knows I have a firm poop in there, she wants me to go out with her after work for a drink. If it is a soft one, I need to go home and change. Firm ones are no problem to sit on for hours.

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